PEACEFUL MUSINGS while the old crumbles
Musings on PEACE
Sometimes I see us humans run from true healing if it doesn’t feel “good”.
I see an over emphasis and almost worship of "pure light & love" and "peace and equanimity".
And what I see when this happens is a simultaneous repelling that very thing they want so badly, that “pure love & light”.
Embracing the shadow as equally worthy of “GODS” divine love is necessary.
After all true god/goddess/all that is all inclusive.
Which includes, the anxiety, the pain, the grief, the sorrow, the diseases, the pleasure, the joy, the excitement, the enthusiasm, the ecstasyy, the curiosity, the love.
True peace simply is peace regardless of circumstance.
It does not require circumstances to bend or shape themselves In any particular way .
True Peace is unconditional.
I notice people walking away from their deeper healing when things start getting unfamiliar or strange or uncomfortable.
It is subtle avoidance of pain.
The “new earth” isn’t “rid” of all pain that’s still dualistic thinking.
True peace isn’t something that avoids conflict.
It is a still place inside the heart that rests in truth while the world continues to move and shake and shift.
***REMINDERs*** FEAR IS SAFE AND:
You are your own sovereign being so of course you can walk away from anything, bad feelings, good feelings, people, places (maybe not as much as you’d like to at the moment)
But you can walk away from anything; including your own life entirely (and some do this) ; through drug addiction, sex addiction, or any addiction or through taking their lives completely with suicide.
And I am familiar with ***AlLL OF THIS.
AND THERE ARE MANY OPTIONS AND PATHS TO HEALING AND RECONCILIATION. I AM PROOF OF THIS.
I grew up in a family of mental illness, drug addiction, abuse, “mental illness”, suppression, rape & I took my life when I was a teenager.
Now TODAY< while I have human fear come up and feelings FLOW through me I no longer need to RUN from the uncomfortable.
I can hold it all in my heart in harmony with the light.
I tend to my own "Shadow work" .
It's a practice. An inner Alchemy that is transforming the world by those who say yes to this deep inner “healing”.
This kind of healing is inclusive, it is integrative and seeks to unify (vs condemn or banish) .
It is true alchemy.
ALCHEMY- Alchemy is defined as the process of taking something ordinary and turning it into something extraordinary, sometimes in a way that cannot be explained.
……LIKE- taking a good hard look at all the shit you don’t like and instead of throwing it away (or putting it in the closet)…..
unpack and repurpose that shit….. or Call friend to help you, donate it to charity, redistribute the resources in your life where they are most needed....
GET CRAFTY
ITS A GOOD SKILL FOR THE TIMES>
Again we have choice, thats what Sovereignty is;
we each are fully responsible for our part, for living our lives, for doing what we need to do, for doing our part, for listening to our little inner voices, to say yes to healing, to taking action from our inner guidance, for eating food, for drinking water, for taking action on that big bold inner vision.
No one can do any of this for us
IT’S ALL “OUR” JOB!
I encourage you to seek out the support of those (people, places, & practices) that can aid you in remaining in your self/center and learn to navigate more effectively & more holistically.
Pray to be guided to those who can hold space for you to uncover & integrate these layers of hiding from
yourself.
<3
The Transformation process at times involves a dissolving, crumbling, burning, death & those processes arn’t always “peaceful”, “pretty” or look like rainbow farts (although if you could see the other dimensions mmm there’s raibowwwss errvrrrwhere even in the darkest places.)
In fact the process of healing may even be “CHAOTIC”.
And that’s my point here.
We need to get out of separation thinking and unify our own consciousness with all the parts of us, every one included.
Feeling "bad" can be "good” sometimes ====>
and not referring to BDSM…. More Like when you throw up because you ate poison and now your purging it out.
Good process, bad feeling.
"bad" "good" "bad" "good" "bad" good"
back and forth.
STOP
We don't have to die a physical death to learn these lessons. We don't have to die a physical death to be reborn as a new person.
Life has many opportunities for change and to be reborn as a completely new Individual.
Sometimes to the extent that you don't even recognize yourself in comparison to the old you.
GOOD.
So let change come to you unbridled.
WELCOME IT.
INVITE IT.
(If you were to die and leave this body Now, the Likely hood that you'll remember this specific life in your next body is slim to none for most people anywho. So you may as well embrace death, let it in. Let it eat you alive so that you can be reborn NOW. Im speaking to identity death.)
I'll be here waiting for you with open arms.
**CHOAS is a transformational ALLY & it brings true peace and blessings to those who embrace it.
COAS is medicine (some even study "choas magic" because of the potent energy available in CHOAS)
Utilize this time to take big "QUANTUM" leaps in Your CONSCIOUSNESS AND LIFE.
THIS IS A POTENT TIME FOR TRANSFORMATION.
HARNESS & EMBRACE IT.
The chaos of transformation will leave that which it touches truly settled and “at peace” once the storm has blown through.
Allow the storm to do it’s part in the healing.
It's here let it do its job of clearing out space, inside.
All of nature is a part of us and each state of being has its medicine for us.
And for the advanced practitioners; you may even start to feel the greatest peace you’ll ever feel in the middle of the chaos.
Think “EYE OF THE STORM”.
I am NOT joking.
This is real.
Embrace the uncomfortable uncertain, insecure space that exists in the place where chaos is beckoning to enter.
And allow.
You are all of it, get better acquainted with yourself.
This is shadow work.
And its my bliss to usher safe passage through these places for my clients.
PM ME TODAY for SUPPORT in YOUR HEALING & EMBODIMENT PATH.
I LOVE YOU.
