Return to Primal Erotic Innocence (pt.1)

All denial of sexual life for energy leads to perversion. its not that sex is bad or wrong or evil or even "good".

In an attempt to dismantle the perversions around sexuality I will share my heart with you all.

There is complete innocence in our desire for sexual pleasure and for connection.

There are many Religions, and whole countries that have been formed from these religions, that deny the truth of sexual innocence and thus create harm by actively suppressing the sexual aspects of human connection;

some examples are:

=vows of renunciation in certain religious sects

=circumcision and the immediate trauma to male genitals upon birth

=name calling and the word "slut"

=shaming of the sacred role of a prostitute (the higher role of a prostitute is actually a priestess of the goddess who inspires men to connect to god through sex)

all of these in my book are backwards ways of finding and idealized "PURITY" of spirit.

WE ARE ALREADY PURE SPIRIT.

BEING HUMAN.

and humanness includes the BODY

it REQUIRES the BODY.

Which includes the whole basis for reproduction and HUMAN LIFE.

SEXXXXXX.

So if baby’s are innocent then Sex is inherently innocent.

As humans wether young or old we are all CHILDREN of the Earth.

In some sense even as we may grow wiser and learn about life from a more firsthand perspective We never truly grow into "adults" that stop being children.

We are always children of life.

And in this way creating so much secrecy and walls around sexuality and sexual expression(by denying it) actually creates the distortions.

pedophila being an example of an extreme distortion that arises out of deep suppression of the inner boys innocent playful relationship to sex.

WE ALL PLAYED WITH OURSELVES FREELY AS CHILDREN until someone said that was wrong and we believed them.

Or until an un-integrated adult did something (trauma ) that validated their separation and caused you to to feel separate from this place in you.

Either way my point is that Sex is inherently innocent.

It's the reason you're able to sit at this computer and read the words I am typing.

Because someone and someone had sex.

How precious this life that creates life.

How precious this force that births new worlds and dreams.

So now let's get even more honest.

Do you like your relationship to sex?

Are you allowing yourself to feel the innocent pleasure of touch?

Do you hide your desire because of fear?

Do you fear that your sex is dangerous?

Do you allow yourself to pleasure yourself?

Do you think that pleasure can only be experienced in relationship to others?

Whats your sex story?

Are you looking deeply at the patterns that caused you to be where you are at now?

Did your parents love eachother?

Do you know DEEP DOWN.... somewhere inside a voice says it's possible to experience a full-filling LOVE filled relationship?

THE ANSWER IS YES it is possible.

and

DO you listen to this voice that knows true love is possible?

DO you recoil out of fear upon hearing these words or are you leaning in to this love?

The road to return to EMBODIED sexual wholeness & primal erotic innocence takes much consciousness.

(****the irony being that you already are whole, and you must make conscious choices that mirror your knowingness of your wholeness in order to bring it fully into the body.

Thats what embodiment is…….

true embodiment is living an ideal first hand vs just talking about it.

its turning an idea into a lived truth.)

And alot of us(humans) are living narratives that don’t mirror wholeness.

Some relationships are just coping mechanisms to validate insecurities and to avoid feeling alone. Others are just repeating the patterns of the parents and pssing that story on and on and so on.

And there are those adventurous souls that will take a bold stand for true love and meet that with doing the inner work necessary to rest in that truth.

There is a way to TRUE FIRST HAND ECSTATIC AND GROUNDED EMBODIED LOVE IN REAL TIME!

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it takes focus and dedication and attention.

In order to redirect currents of past trauma and DNA towards a dynamic that is fully in love may take some time.

Maybe you dont even know that more is possible…..or maybe you’ve become a bit resigned saying to yourself “maybe its not for me”.

Maybe you’ve never seen anyone on planet earth fully living & modeling this love you sense & feel in your loftiest visions/dreams.

WEll the only way to know is to give it your best.

It is possible and it takes patience and devotion to inner healing & GREAT COURAGE TO FACE ONESELF IN UGLY PLACES.

Maybe you have no examples in your outer world of what the ideal relationship for you looks like, maybe you see no one living that kind of love.

Or maybe you see some people with versions of it.

PAY ATTENTION.

and know that you are here to USHER this VISION in to BEING.

YOU ARE THE ONE YOUVE BEEN WAITING FOR (as cleche as that sounds, its true).

Much like my passion for returning to our inherent innocence i definalty poo -poo the religeons with their absolutes. ONE BEING THAT YOU HAVE TO HAVE SOMETHING SAVE YOU FROM THE OUTSIDE.

WRONG

WERE IN A PARADIGM NOW WHERE ONLY OUTSIDE SAVING WILL COME WHEN YOU ARE ACTIVELY SAVING YOURSELF.

In this New day of crumbling capitalism the most

VALUABLE CURRENCY we have as humans is LOVE.

So instead of paying your dollar for that beer to quench your inner lonliness PAY YOUR ATTENTION to your heart.

And the small or loud voice inside screaming for freedom and liberation.

THIS WILD WOMAN In the hearts of all humans(men and woman both) calls us to love our BODIES.

To give priority to LOVING OUR BODIES.

And that includes the way we relate to our sex.

Sexual energy is LIFE FORCE energy. It’s how we create anything from a new business to a baby or a family or the creation of a piece of art.

ITS HOW IM CREATING THIS POST

with my inner sexual energy that I am choosing to channel into a piece of writing.

I am an artist & LIFE is my work of art.

I dive deep in inner excavation in order to create the life I know is possible (heaven on earth).

And it requires ALL of me to do so.

(And will require all of you as well)

Including my sexuality.

Which means to me that I am on a deep healing journey to unwind the stories of my entire lineage and thus all humans, surrounding this powerful energy source inside us all.

It means I commune with the sexual life force energy in my body daily and I channel it in to creating whatever Im up to in any given moment. Including writing this article.

It can sometimes take a whole lot of work & focus to redirect channels of energy that may have been unconsciously repeating for millenia.

AND

Thats what this whole thing is, an energy game.

The body repeating storylines(energy lines) from distant times in history.

And they will continue until a soul wakes up and does the "GROUND WORK".

of getting real with the trauma in the system and working to heal it.

THATS WHAT I DO, thats what im passionate about and its all in the name of my deep prayer that we return as a whole to PRIMAL EROTIC INNOCENCE.

DOES THAT LOOK LIKE A HUGE global ORGY?

no in the literal sense

but in some sense yes

because thats already happening, just walk out your door and observe the bees flying in to flowers and birds singing and food growing and flowers blossoming.

Sex is everywhere, already, and it's so pure and innocent.

Return to your innocence and reclaim your sexuality as whole and healed within you.....

NEED SUPPORT?

reach out today.

I love you and may we walk this rainbow oath with grace and ease.

And if you’re not ready to receive from myself, go outside and give your sexuality to the Earth, and share your intention with her in prayer.

SHE IS ALWAYS LISTENING.